My current concept of who you probably are in real life is the chubby middle aged guy whosits around at the bar of a pub telling one 'funny' remark after another, talking really fast and easily socializing with everyone, who knows a bit of everybody, but who doesn't really have a single group of best friends. People probably ask you every now and then to repeat what you said, cause they didn't understand it cause u talk so fast (is it the nerves? is it the excitement?), so you repeat your funny or witty remark and they give you a friendly laugh in return. Nobody really hates you and everyone accepted you as a part of the scene. You're not an offensive person, nor are you mister popular. You're not really outdated, nor are you hip. You're you, a part of the furniture, some people might find you 'boring', but you come as you are and people who accept that are worth more than gold.
Is that a bit accurate?